It turned out Esther has gotten through fateful situation. Although she had a desperate homesickness, her passionate love for Lawrence was always kind of barrier to her. Lawrence loved her mutually with great compassion and intensity. Even though both of them were eager to be together, Father Paul disrupted their expectations. Mostly, Esther got bad impact, because the reason Paul brought forward was her identity, skin and background. However Esther trusted him more than everybody,he was her guide in the mission. He broke her all hopes with his brutal verbosity. It is indicated, she would never end her aversion to him. As a result, she drawn on imagination of killing Lawrence tent to taking a revenge from Father Paul. Thus, she killed Lawrence in order to blow Father Paul into grief, even though she loved Lawrence so much.